Well it has been two weeks with no smoking. I am able to surf the net and glean all sorts of information now. I came across a video of an autopsy where they showed the plaque of a 30 year smoker in the cornary artery. Scary stuff. One line I came across that I liked spoke of embracing the cravings rather than cursing them. They are, after all, something that has to be dealt with.
I do have an 800 pound gorilla in the backyard. I just cannot bear to go out there. Even looking out the window causes a feeling that I cannot put into words.
My return to work was 17 days after I quit smoking. I had been dreading work. Did I have any smokes in my locker? Could I stay up all night and not go insane? Actually the enviroment of my workplace was the easiest place to not smoke. Work has designated smoking areas. All I had to do was stay away from them.
I thought it strange that not one person at work said anything about my not smoking for close to a month.
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